Friday, February 19, 2016

My Little Sisters are Trouble..a crazy dream.

The earliest of my dream I can remember starts out with me and my sisters inside an RV. But the RV seems like its rolling down, the brake won't stop it and neither will the hand brake.  The vehicle keeps rolling down until all of a sudden it flips on its side.  A crowd gathers and one of my sisters goes nuts and starts running around and dancing all over the street, I yell at her to stop and settle down because its dangerous and I don't want her to get hit by a car but she keeps going crazy running around and I can't catch her.    At the same time I need to call 911 to tell them the RV has flipped on its side but I am having a hard time dialing 911.  When I finally get thru, I finally manage to catch my sister and she is really struggling to stay in my arms.
The next thing I remember, my oldest little sister is with me in a grocery market isle where there is stuff to build smores with.  I start grabbing a piece of chocolate, and putting marshmallow and cracker on it, when a man approaches and says that he is my sisters grandpa, she is slightly intimidated by this guy.  He says he is going to the restroom and when he comes out he wants to talk to my sister.  So they do.
So then I am left alone at the grocery store just going up and down the isles.  I am trying to shop for groceries, I go to look at the dry pastas and they don't really have much choices basically just two boxes of pasta. 
Then I go back to another isle and I see my sister talking to her "grandpa"
Then for some reason where I go there isn't a grocery store anymore I start running round in a field, there is a small mini van in the field driving circles and I start running in front of it, then the mini van is gone and I am left there running around this field.  I run and realize I need to go back to the other street (isle) I run but there is this big creek in the middle so I have to run back down to the street where it's safe to cross.

That's all I can remember.

Thursday, February 18, 2016

The more I snooze the less I recall the dreams.

I'm not sure how the dream starts anymore I seemed to have lost that part.   But I do remember me walking along a path in what seemed like a high mountain area, it reminded me of when I lived over by the Cascade Mountains in Washington, State.  So I was walking along a trail, apparently I lived nearby or something.  A lady was there with her daughter, she introduced herself as Scald Kohl and I went into her foyer in her house it was a very nice house.  
 I think i went home after that and as i went home It was snowing, I saw my mom's car had arrived in the snow and I was so relieved.

I snoozed so much this morning Its hard for me to recall everything. 

Well I suppose its time to convince myself that I slept well so that I can carry on with the rest of the day.

Monday, February 15, 2016

Why do I keep dreaming of airplanes falling?

This isn't the first time, in the past I have seen in my dreams airplanes just fall out of the sky... Here's how it went this time.


My mom was driving a new beige looking car but there was someone in the way and she drove over a tree root and the car fell front first in a hole causing it to be damaged.

I was in the mall with my family and a song came on over the mall wide TV network that made everyone cry.  The video was strange because there was like a snow white cartoon type of sad video.  I somehow got separated from my family when I went up the escalator.

I was changing for I guess physical education class or something because I was in a locker room trying to change clothes.   I was having a hard time unlocking my padlock so I just said whatever and closed the locker without the padlock on the outside and instead the padlock had actually closed the bag that my clothes were in,  I realized that I wasn't wearing a shirt, just a sports bra, I saw that there were folded up shirts that other people had left behind and I thought about taking one but my better self decided not to so instead I asked out loud to see if anyone had one.  Some random girl said she would lend me a shirt if I let her share my locker with her, so I said yes, and basically since I was using a small locker we had to go look for a larger locker, this basically forced me to unlock the padlock, the combination was the combination of my padlock in real life.  0-15-3.
Then they were telling us we were late and we had to leave the locker room, so the details are slightly hazzy but all of a sudden it felt like I was cursed and I could float.   A friend of mine told me there was a witch that lived in a tree so I went over there and told her that I thought I was cursed. 
the witch didn't believe that I was a real person, she told me to go to the doctor so that they could dig up my birth certificate and make sure I was a real person not a made up person made from wizardry.
I told her I was a real person and I told her about me, where I was born, how many sisters I had, where I lived etc.
Then all of a sudden I see a plane rising up from the window of the ladys tree house, the plane looks blue, white, and red, and it looks like one of those satellite planes kind of, but the wrong of the plane was really circular like a satellite and the back of the plane was kinda normal, then as it goes up it flips backwards and falls from the air and causes an explosion when it falls.  Then I look behind me, out another window, and another plane is falling and causes another explosion.  I keep telling myself that I am dreaming and that airplanes falling from the sky only happen in my dreams, but yet I don't wake up, and I continue to be in this dream.
The next thing that happens I'm in some sort of outdoor classroom and a friend asks me if I saw the witch and I said that I did but she thought I wasn't a real person. Then again another plane falls from the sky across and it lands really close by, yet this teacher isn't dismissing anyone, so I say, I am leaving we gotta get out of here, so I leave this class and I hop into my red Nissan 240 and drive away. There was a train that was blocking the road but after about a second it passes and I was able to get out of the area. I go down the road avoiding holes and passing people who arent going anywhere and turn left and continue down a road.

I don't know what happened but the next thing I remember is I was back at a school looking for my sisters.  I found one of them but I don't recall asking her to come with me. I do remember seeing people what looked to me like mining train cars just sitting there waiting to die as if it was the apocalypse and they had no choice.  

Friday, February 12, 2016

I've been vlogging...

So yeah, I've been doing some vlogs, I recently went to a Speed Dating even and so I did a bit on that and then since Valentines Day is coming up I tried my first attempt at a "What to do" type vlog, complete with small cut in scenarios.  I still need to work on it, and it would be so awesome if I had a better internet connection, but meh, you get what you pay for.


Above: My Speed Dating Video. What to Expect when you speed date?  Pretty much the obvious, but I completely underestimated how many times I would have to explain my job. 


 


 Above:  I'm expecting an "Alone on Valentines" kind of day this coming V-day.  This is basically what my February 14th is going to look like. Complete with eating cereal with my big ass teddy bear.

Saturday, February 6, 2016

Some Post Apocalyptic Dream

Saturday, February 6th, I woke up from a dream of post apocalyptic proportions. I was walking through some apartment sidewalk trails in the snow. I don't recognize these apartments. But there was a roundabout and a Nissan 350Z went into the icy roundabout and it was so slippery that it almost lost control, so I went in there and I tried to be careful, I think I was driving my car but then suddenly I was on foot.
I knew the world was different though, I stopped at someone's balcony and that someone turned out to be an old teacher of mine from High School, Mrs. Groody. She somehow had a football game on TV so I asked her how? and she said they were still airing TV. I shrugged it off and told her I was going to go get stuff out of my cabin, I apparently had a cabin that I also lived in.

So I think she went with me to this cabin in the country and I guess I lived there.  Then a bunch of guys in bikes came up and they needed a place to stay, they seemed like  some of them were nice and maybe some a little weird, but I apparently had two cabins and I let them stay in one of them.   While I was letting them stay in my spare cabin I was trying to clear away any valuables so they wouldn't steal them.  But it seems like they suddenly were untrustworthy people so I went back to my own cabin and a couple of those guys had already been in there, I told them to get out.
So I started packing some stuff from my own cabin because it was going to be better to leave than to stay, I knew it was going to be a rough road so I packed stuff that I could use as currency like jewels.

I woke up to the sound of a dog howling, not sure if the dog noise came from my dream or real life.

Friday, February 5, 2016

I was targeted by Squatty Potty ads...

So at one time at my network we were working with Squatty Potty radio ads, I went to the actual Squatty Potty website and soon after I was bombarded by Squatty Potty ads everywhere I went!
There were everywhere I tell you.
That darn little unicorn pooping rainbows.
Ok so the unicorn is kinda cute....but its pooping!!!

Squatty Potty ads on Facebook

I believe this was a mail website.

This was an entertainment website.

Cheezeburger was plastered in Squatty Potty ads.

More Facebook ads

My Dallas Mommy had some

Even YouTube...but this one wasnt the cute pony :(

and this one on Facebook wasn't the cute unicorn either.

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

My Dreams at Night are so vivid.

So this morning Wednesday February 3, 2016, I woke up with another dream that I didn't realize was a dream.

I am going to try and document my dreams so that I can eventually control them, let me take it back to Monday...

Monday February 1st, 2016.  I woke up from a dream where I had a near death experience. Its been a while so I can't recall 100% of the details, but what I do remember is being in line outside of a building waiting for the distribution of a book.   There was a table handing out books on the sidewalk and there I was in line.  Next thing I know, something hits me, it was apparently a car, I remember like I was struggling to keep consciousness because I told myself that I didn't want to die from being run over by a car. I can't really recall the rest, that's just the part that was the strangest.

Tuesday February 2nd, 2016.  There was some sort of coal device outside of my window clicking, I opened the window to  my apartment bedroom and the coal thing started a fire on the screen, I grab a fire extinguisher and put the fire out, at this point I am outside of the apartment, and then another fire starts in another wall, I put it out with the fire extinguisher as well,  I keep yelling Help! someone call 911! but no one is paying attention to me, I try to call 911 but I can't seem to dial the right numbers or the call doesnt go thru.  In the end, I end up putting the fire out by myself with the fire extinguisher and I couldnt help feeling like I had been set up, like someone deliberately made my place catch fire.   I even tried to look for the police but I couldn't find them.

Wednesday February 3rd, 2016.  I was in the back seat of someone's car and I was being taken to a place, a reunion of people of some sort.  When I got there I realized I wasn't wearing shoes so I asked a little girl to lend me some shoes, she did but they were covered in dirt, so I washed them with the garden hose of the garden.  I realized there that a certain person I used to date and have strong feelings for is there and so I try to go talk to him but he is talking to another friend of mines ex husband, I notice that the garden area where this reunion is, is really nice with a three tear swimming pool and nice gardens.  I finally manage to get my ex's attention and we go down a path that eventually leads to some rooms, I ask him if he wants to show me his room and he said not really, so we just laid down on a bed in a random room and I rubbed his belly (something I used to do when we were dating) and I asked him if he missed this, and he said something but I can't remember what he said.   And I can't remember the rest....